My husband had his old iPhone (8?) in his drawer, it had been wiped clean. A week later I looked at it, and it had contacts on it . It had both very recent contacts, probably within the last month, but it also had what (he says) were the old contacts that were on that phone before we were a couple. Aka his ex listed under her pet name. He says because he won’t pay for more iPhone data it synced his old contacts when he logged it in to iCloud to supposedly find his Venmo password. It sounds like a lie to me.
FIRST ... you need to check yourself.
1. IF you need to keep checking your husbands' OLD phone ... the issue is NOT with him per se ... its your lack of trust.
2. if you husband was cheating on you, yeah he's stupid, BUT do you really think you married such a dumb man that he'd leave a phone unlocked with his 'EX' and other contacts for you to so EASILY find if he was really attempting to or trying to actually cheat on you?
Seriously his 'EX' is the one whom should have the jealousy ... YOU married HIM and HE married YOU! She's the ex for a damn GOOD reason!
There are a LOT better ways to check if he's cheated:
extended hours out,
oddities in communication, especially with intimacy, rapid changes in the type of intimacy he likes to engage in (you just need to listen to all the funny jokes about marriage or cheating from Chris Rock to know).
- I've got a LOT of personal experiences of being cheated on or my ex which is a great friend and someone i honestly will never stop loving. We ALL loved someone else before and a part of us is part of the experience we had with them.
FOCUS on where your insecurities are coming from an FIX them internally.
THEN Focus on your marriage with him (not you alone, he needs to be involved daily in that marriage as well).
Besides the pandemic when was the last time you BOTH did something absolutely silly together? Something cute, passionate, fun together?! When was the last time you both kissed ... I mean REALLY embraced a solid real deep passionate kiss?
At the very end of this jealousy ... If he's cheating on you, so be it. He's saving you from a crappy marriage and you'll soon find out. Just know this jealousy COULD be the reason to push him away - even if he's not attempted to and not even cheating.