Lusting after tech has been a reliable constant of my life. But very recently, through luck, hard work, and time, I've found myself with every device I could want.
I have the exact Apple Watch, MacBook, iPhone, iPad, and AirPods that I want. I have the bedside magsafe charging station I want. I even have the overpriced but excellent for travel MagSafe Duo. I have the Magic Keyboard for my iPad Pro. I walk past the Apple Store, peer in expecting to see the new thing I want but can't really have, and realise for the first time in my life that there's actually nothing in there for me. I'm happy with my slightly ageing midrange gaming PC. Maybe I'll upgrade it if it gets too out of date. The only console I really want is the Switch, and I have that.
It's just an odd realisation to come to that I've got nothing left to direct this yearning for new tech at. It's been around as long as I can remember, growing up with a single mum and not being able to afford a lot. I suppose I have to learn now to be happy with what I have, and not rely so much on the idea of retail therapy.
It's a good problem to have, but it just struck me today when I was going on the usual YouTube haunt of looking for ideas on what I might lust after, and realised there was nothing left. There is nothing I can buy that is going to be a meaningful upgrade to what I have. It's weird to reach the end of that long road.
I have the exact Apple Watch, MacBook, iPhone, iPad, and AirPods that I want. I have the bedside magsafe charging station I want. I even have the overpriced but excellent for travel MagSafe Duo. I have the Magic Keyboard for my iPad Pro. I walk past the Apple Store, peer in expecting to see the new thing I want but can't really have, and realise for the first time in my life that there's actually nothing in there for me. I'm happy with my slightly ageing midrange gaming PC. Maybe I'll upgrade it if it gets too out of date. The only console I really want is the Switch, and I have that.
It's just an odd realisation to come to that I've got nothing left to direct this yearning for new tech at. It's been around as long as I can remember, growing up with a single mum and not being able to afford a lot. I suppose I have to learn now to be happy with what I have, and not rely so much on the idea of retail therapy.
It's a good problem to have, but it just struck me today when I was going on the usual YouTube haunt of looking for ideas on what I might lust after, and realised there was nothing left. There is nothing I can buy that is going to be a meaningful upgrade to what I have. It's weird to reach the end of that long road.