Hey so, im in a really hard place deciding what to do and i need some input and opinions from others.
So my problem:
I just got finished with school. I just started a business/sidehustle as a cutter. So im cutting videos for youtubers. Also i just got very interested in graphics design.
My laptop i currently use is about 7 years old. It could handle the graphics apps (adobe or affinity) i guess really well. But when it comes to video editing in Davinci (4k Videos) it is at its limits. I cant watch the preview without hard lags so its rly hard to do anything even if i make proxys… Also it takes about 1h for an 8min 4k (iphone quality) video to export (with few effects).
At August 1st i need to work for 9 months (something in austria its duty). In these 9 months i want to learn/see if graphic design is what i would like to do as my job later. If so i will design a portfolio and try to get to college for graphics design.
Or i will do software engineering as i learned that in highschool. Else idk what i would do if neither of these 2 things work… but this is a other problem.
So to come back to my problem. My Pc cant do video editing and if i work 40h a week, play soccer 4x a week, try to figure out if graphic design suits me (watch videos, learn basics, learn adobe or affinity programs step by step) and get my business (video editing) going its rly hard to wait like 40mins to finish proxys, then hardly cut a video (takes about 1.5h) cause it lags so hard and its just a pain to edit and then render it again 1h (so 3h for ONE video) and then send it to my client. I cant say to him that i made that video in 3h cause thats way too long. He expects me to take 1-2h max. And as it is just a sidehustle/sidebusiness i will just earn about 12-15€/h so i cant say the MacBook Pro will be „payed off“ withing this year.
Now the other problem is, i know that i can use macos at graphics design collage (the collage i would love to go to), but idk if at software engineering collage macos is allowed (they dont response to my email) and i also know that an other graphics design collage (my 2nd choice if i cant go to graphics design at the 1st collage) is only allowing macos in certain curcumstances.
Now idk if i should just quit my business
OR
Just say f it and buy 16“ MBP with M1 Max, 32GB RAM and just assume i will like graphics design and i will get accepted at collage, cause if thats the case i would buy a Mac by 2023 at latest cause i need a new laptop as the collage says they need more power than my current laptop and it would just boost my workflow/the speed i can edit so much (for my business). I know it would cost me about 3.5k i know its much but i can pay for it (jobs in the past and thanks to my family). I would see that as an investment into the future. But i just dont want to waste money.
OR
idk what else… pls share your thoughts and maybe solutions…
The worst cases could be that after a while trying to learn graphics design i get to know that its nothing for me and i will go to software engineering (idk if i can use macos there)
or i get declined at collage. I guess if i like graphics design i will be getting accepted but yea you never know.
An other solution would be:
I do all that graphics stuff on my current laptop and get an MacMini. Problem here, when i know that i like graphics design i need to get a more powerful laptop for collage. Then these 1000€ for the MacMini would be just a „waste“ for 1 year.
Can someone pls help me to decide what i should do…
So my problem:
I just got finished with school. I just started a business/sidehustle as a cutter. So im cutting videos for youtubers. Also i just got very interested in graphics design.
My laptop i currently use is about 7 years old. It could handle the graphics apps (adobe or affinity) i guess really well. But when it comes to video editing in Davinci (4k Videos) it is at its limits. I cant watch the preview without hard lags so its rly hard to do anything even if i make proxys… Also it takes about 1h for an 8min 4k (iphone quality) video to export (with few effects).
At August 1st i need to work for 9 months (something in austria its duty). In these 9 months i want to learn/see if graphic design is what i would like to do as my job later. If so i will design a portfolio and try to get to college for graphics design.
Or i will do software engineering as i learned that in highschool. Else idk what i would do if neither of these 2 things work… but this is a other problem.
So to come back to my problem. My Pc cant do video editing and if i work 40h a week, play soccer 4x a week, try to figure out if graphic design suits me (watch videos, learn basics, learn adobe or affinity programs step by step) and get my business (video editing) going its rly hard to wait like 40mins to finish proxys, then hardly cut a video (takes about 1.5h) cause it lags so hard and its just a pain to edit and then render it again 1h (so 3h for ONE video) and then send it to my client. I cant say to him that i made that video in 3h cause thats way too long. He expects me to take 1-2h max. And as it is just a sidehustle/sidebusiness i will just earn about 12-15€/h so i cant say the MacBook Pro will be „payed off“ withing this year.
Now the other problem is, i know that i can use macos at graphics design collage (the collage i would love to go to), but idk if at software engineering collage macos is allowed (they dont response to my email) and i also know that an other graphics design collage (my 2nd choice if i cant go to graphics design at the 1st collage) is only allowing macos in certain curcumstances.
Now idk if i should just quit my business
OR
Just say f it and buy 16“ MBP with M1 Max, 32GB RAM and just assume i will like graphics design and i will get accepted at collage, cause if thats the case i would buy a Mac by 2023 at latest cause i need a new laptop as the collage says they need more power than my current laptop and it would just boost my workflow/the speed i can edit so much (for my business). I know it would cost me about 3.5k i know its much but i can pay for it (jobs in the past and thanks to my family). I would see that as an investment into the future. But i just dont want to waste money.
OR
idk what else… pls share your thoughts and maybe solutions…
The worst cases could be that after a while trying to learn graphics design i get to know that its nothing for me and i will go to software engineering (idk if i can use macos there)
or i get declined at collage. I guess if i like graphics design i will be getting accepted but yea you never know.
An other solution would be:
I do all that graphics stuff on my current laptop and get an MacMini. Problem here, when i know that i like graphics design i need to get a more powerful laptop for collage. Then these 1000€ for the MacMini would be just a „waste“ for 1 year.
Can someone pls help me to decide what i should do…