finally getting around to this. has been interesting to read over the past few days but i just haven't had time to get to a computer.
my original inspiration was the stereotypical mwac/mom with a camera. i just wanted to record my kids growing up. and then from there it kind of grew. i've long been interested in macro and would go outside while my kids napped to shoot nature-y stuff around the house. before that though (long before) i was on my high school newspaper and yearbook staffs (editor for both) and always was shooting candids. yes, i just used old film point and shoots, but it was still trying to record moments. i bought my first slr in college, and while i did not learn it properly at the time, i think shooting is just a part of me, but it took awhile to find.
as to why i shoot right now... and what inspires me. golden hour would be a huge thing for me if i lived in a different spot but i have too many trees here to really see the setting sun. as a teen i would sit and stare out my bedroom window as the leaves turned from green to gold. i was mesmerized by the changing light and setting sun, but i didn't realize it at the time. being able to see that is non-negotiable in wherever we move in our next stage of life. i still love my flowers and i find great inspiration in the different textures and colors there.
there was a comment about mindfulness above and that definitely plays a part for me, but it is more than that. my IG tag line has long been "seeking all the flowers and quiet moments" and that is so true for me. the world quiets when i hold a camera and i find a real sense of focus (no pun intended) and my anxiety goes way down as soon as i start shooting, and also to a large extent editing.
i've been working on a 365 so i was forcing myself to shoot everyday but i intentionally gave that up about a week ago because i was getting stressed about shooting and i wanted to get back to my quietness with shooting. i think i'm about ready to shoot again. ?
i don't think i'm particularly inspired to "make art" but i do enjoy when it all comes together every once in awhile. when i take those personality tests (myers-briggs, etc) I always come out nearly evenly split on analytical vs artistic. i'm a really good generalist, but photography seems to be a perfect melding of both sides of the coin for me, and as i get older, i'm starting to really embrace the artistic side a bit more. my husband is solidly analytical/financial and i wouldn't have met him if i hadn't started off in that world, but the older i get the more bohemian i'm getting. i think it's supposed to go the other way around, but i kind of like where i am right now.
The section I bolded resonated with me big-time. Years ago I did a 365-day POTD project and burned out totally, didn't finish the year out.....and it took a very long time before I finally picked up a camera again. I learned from that! Any time one feels that he or she is "forcing" themselves to shoot on a daily basis, then it's either time to modify the situation or to stop it altogether. When a project isn't feeling rewarding or pleasurable, something is wrong.
Last year as the year 2020 started with the annual drop of the crystal ball in New York's Times Square, I decided that, yes, I would take the suggestion of a couple of friends on Nikon Cafe and do an annual project along with others who were intending to do the same and share the results on the Cafe -- but NOT a 365 one, and instead decided to try doing a 52-week one instead. I was not at all sure in the beginning that I would finish out the year but thought I'd at least give it a try. I'm happy to say that I actually did achieve the goal and what's more am doing one again this year! Probably in 2022 I'll take a break from any projects.
What made the difference for me? Well, first off, I set a few loose rules for myself, including that I did not need to shoot every day, just needed to have something to share at the end of each week, so that if one day I got out and shot up a bunch of images and didn't pick up the camera the other six days, fine. If I were motivated to shoot two or three times a week, maybe only editing one image each time to share out of, say, 30, that was fine, too. If I actually did shoot something every day in a particular week, that worked, too. I also did not restrict myself to one particular camera or lens, so that while most of the time I shoot with the mirrorless ILC, other times I'll grab the RX!0 bridge camera or even the iPhone. That worked for me last year and it is still working for me this year as well.
I shoot what strikes my fancy, not limiting myself to one particular subject or style, but sometimes being very spontaneous and at other times having an idea in mind with which I experiment. This prevents boredom on my part and stimulates my interest in finding something new, fresh and fun.....this strategy doesn't always work, of course, since I do have certain favorite subjects [ahem, can we say Alfred, anybody?!] or types of subjects. I enjoy exploring the mundane as well as seeking out the interesting and unusual.
Having the POTD thread here at MR has also been a huge help, as it has also kept me moving forward, shooting regularly and then sharing here so that by week's end I have images from which to choose to include in the final summary of a given week. I appreciate the flexibility of our POTD in that I can share something fresh out of the camera, something I shot yesterday or last week or dip into my archives from time to time, too. If for some reason I can't post an image -- say, am away from home and my regular computer or some other situation -- not a problem, either; we are not required to participate in that thread each and every day. This flexibility has been very helpful to me both in doing this 52-week project and just in general.
I don't consider myself an artist or particularly artistic at all, but I simply do love just picking up a camera and seeing what I can create with it......