They are definitely not the same company I spent a small fortune on because I adored their computers and how easy & fun they were to use. I came in a few years before the original g3 iMacs, and through using Apple, I learned Photoshop, HTML and web design. I couldn't wait to get home and fire up my iMacs and create. I loved my iPhones up until the 6, and I absolutely adore the Apple Pencil, miss it terribly. I regret not buying a 2012 Mac Mini as that would have been perfect for my needs now.
I loathe the form over function, overpriced elitism, bone-headed decisions, reliance on streaming & services and the just doesn't work reality now. How can they not have a dedicated team on MacOS?
That said, it breaks my heart to even consider leaving completely. I'd throw Apple quite a bit of money right now, in spite of the December stupidity/vindictiveness, if I knew I could create offline, not worry about bugs and have my movies and writing software available to me at all times.
Yes, I loved the products this company made and I dislike being such a :$(@! about my woes over the past 3+ years. When I have to think about -much less fight- the tech I use to create, I stop creating.
Apple certainly isn't doomed, but they have left this 20 year user in an uncertain space.