Please accept my condolences.
…I often feel like a little boy whose desperately looking for his Mam and Dad and once he finds them and is with them, everything will be OK............. unfortunately I'm never going to find them and be with them again.
I hate this feeling, but I took some comfort when I read an article which stated " you get through it, yes, and you'll probably get used to it, but you don't get over it. "
As we grieve the passing of our parents, we must give ourselves time, start to enjoy life again and always remember that our parents would want us to be happy. They wouldn't want us to be unhappy.