I feel yea and I don't blame you... the wait is a little ridiculous. I'm hanging in there as I have an air 1st gen (2013) that is awful to use and all of the sizes below 12.9 feel like a sidegrade. I saw the 11 inch in 2018 when I helped shop for my father while he loves his, I want more screen. Kinda like when I went from a nexus 7 to an air that was one heck of a jump.
Yes, I see the attraction to the 12.9. But personally, I'd go even less than an 11. I'd take a Mini Pro if they ever made one.