Sorry to hear you're having a rough time with things as of late. I sincerely hope you find the treatment you find necessary and deserve in order to attain some level of comfort and solace in life. You did an excellent job describing the daily struggle you endure. Don't give up hope on being able to manage your condition. You will find many people in life suffer with chronic, incurable conditions. Be happy that your condition can be managed to some level, as there others out there with terminal illness. I encourage you to be optimistic about the future and to seek out the help that you need.Thanks if you took the time to read this, and I'm very sorry if I came off as all-knowing or dramatic. I am just describing my experiences, and I am not trying to suggest that this is the worst possible case scenario in terms of a mental disorder. I am thankful that I can function to a very slim extent but also fearful that I will lose even that ability very soon. It gets worse and worse every single day.
Sorry to hear that . Luckily the medical field is making leaps and bounds in treatment.I just got diagnosed with Crohns disease.
I used to be a big soccer player growing up. I always hated those turf fields and they seem to be more and more prevalent. With ACL's it seems to be the trend when one goes, so does the other sometime there after.ACL replacements in both knees, the result of soccer injuries on turf fields. The first happened in 2004, the second in 2006. I haven't had any structural issues with them since, but they do make all kinds of noises and ache if I've been on my feet for too long.
I have a 60% hearing loss. I'm in my 60's and played in a rock n roll band starting at age 12. Diagnosed at age 25 but ignored it and at age 40, my brother was so tired of repeating himself that he made me go het hearing aids lol.Moderate to profound hearing loss. I retained 75% clarity which is a rarity since typical retained clarity is 10 to 25%. Began losing my hearing at age 6 years old. My doctor then told me I would be completely deaf at 18 years old. I am 19 years old now, and my hearing is the same. Now I could do a lawsuit for the "lols". I have conductive hearing loss. It doesn't stop me from understanding speech as I said I retain 75% clarity; however, if you speak to me in a Spanish or Chinese accent. It's harder for me to understand. My hearing loss doesn't stop or prevent me from learning Russian though!
One of my biggest pet peeves and annoyance is that I have that many people do not understand: If I say, "what," "I'm sorry," "come again," or "Can you repeat that," they sigh in annoyance, roll their eyes and tell me "never mind." It's not that I'm not listening or me not hearing you, it's a simple matter of can I understand you. I do not like pointing out that I am hearing impaired as it makes me extremely self-conscious that I do not have a good basic human sense when the person I am talking to has one that works like it is suppose to. I'm typically offended if they're a friend of mine and says never mind or forget it to me because I want to know what they want to say to me so I feel like I'm not worth their time to have an understanding of them. This mainly falls into me saying, "Don't call me unless it is urgent or an emergency. Text me."
As for dealing with customers at Sprint? Well, if I don't understand them well, I just tell them I'm hard of hearing, please speak clearly and then I look at their lips to read it as I'm getting much better at reading lips. I tend not to do it to friends or family.
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I'm not sure if hearing loss is considered an 'ailment' or a 'disability' from my experience with people.
In all seriousness would you have worn them at age 12 if you were warned? I don't know too many pre-teens/teens that have a long range outlook on their health and well being.There was no one to warn that we all needed to use ear plugs at age 12.
Probably not, but the band was a good one. We played many gigs making money and were actually managed by an adult they should have (and could have) made us, but the medical world was not conducive of warning about hearing loss as it is today. I'm still a musician and still play frequently. All of the youngsters now do wear hearing protection while playing. It took many years of playing to loose my hearing.In all seriousness would you have worn them at age 12 if you were warned? I don't know too many pre-teens/teens that have a long range outlook on their health and well being.
No, I didn't- point being that people in general can't see a hearing disability so they do not perceive it as a disability which makes it difficult for them to accommodate one with the hearing loss. A hearing disability is most definitely a hard disability to live with and for others to cope with.Don't get me wrong, I'm not knocking you - I would have scoffed at the notion of ear/hearing protection back in my adolescent age.
I have a 60% hearing loss. I'm in my 60's and played in a rock n roll band starting at age 12. Diagnosed at age 25 but ignored it and at age 40, my brother was so tired of repeating himself that he made me go het hearing aids lol.
There was no one to warn that we all needed to use ear plugs at age 12. So I understand your comments above all too well. I have a 3000 dollar hearing aid for each ear and it helps me to understand people talk if I'm less than 4 feet away from them and in a quiet room, and no one seems to understand or care. At large gatherings the noise is amazing / deafening because the hearing aids amplify every tiny sound and amplify it to the level of the people talking to me making everything hard to understand. And the people that talk in a whisper for dramatic effect... Argh.
It is a disability. I can use the earbuds on my phone if I want to truly converse with someone on the other end, so it is a hassle taking out the 2 hearing aids, keeping them safe while having to hurry and place the earbuds and plug them in my phone, lol. Yup, a real pia.
@golden Dust: since you have conductive loss, you may want to consider looking into a bone-anchored hearing system, which provides the needed amplification and can bring the hearing to an almost-normal level. The system bypasses the ear canal, carrying sound directly to the bone and to the cochlea. If your cochleas are patent and intact, you could really benefit from one or a pair of BAHAs. There are a couple of companies which offer this: Cochlear (http://cochlear.com) and Oticon. Check it out, talk with your doctor and your audiologist......
Oh, my god, Jonbravo77!
It is what it is. The hardest part is learning my new "normal" which changes quite a bit. But, it's not going to kill me so I will learn and move forward. And hopefully along the way show others that you can have a positive attitude in a thunderstorm. Just for the record, I do have my depression days.
An update to my post about having Multiple Sclerosis. It seems I have Fibromyalgia as well, diagnosed in August. I am having soooo much fun! lol.. If I can't laugh about it than I may as well just lay down and die, but I choose to laugh.
Here's a unique one for you guys: shoulder injury due to a flu vaccine. It turns out that if the nurse at the free flu shot clinic jabs you too high and too deep, she actually injects the vaccine INTO your shoulder JOINT.
It turned into a full blown frozen shoulder that I just got surgery for in August. Recovering well now, but that was the most expensive free flu shot I have ever gotten. I am filing a claim with the vaccine injury board now, hopefully I will get some of those costs back.
Not getting another flu shot this year. Ugh. Be careful when you go pharmacies and free clinics where they are giving the shots en mass.
My only other long term ailment is fibro which is well controlled. Probably made the flu shot injury even worse since frozen shoulder is common with fibro.
An update to my post about having Multiple Sclerosis. It seems I have Fibromyalgia as well, diagnosed in August. I am having soooo much fun! lol.. If I can't laugh about it than I may as well just lay down and die, but I choose to laugh.
I recently read an article last year or two about this. That's a very rare circumstance, usually associated with poor injection technique, often injecting into the synovial tissue and eliciting an profound immune response. If I remember correctly ~30% had to have surgery to recover. That is why it is recommended to inject into the thickest, most central area of the deltoid. An IM injection in the deltoid is not rocket science.
I'm not a retail pharmacist, but as a PharmD I've volunteered at many clinics giving vaccines. I've never witnessed such as case- either myself or amongst other healthcare workers. I wouldn't dissuade people from getting flu shots because of this risk.
I just looked it up- between 2011 and 2015 there were 112 vaccine injury claims, 50%+ paid out within the past year. I think part of this has to do with increased awareness (and perhaps people trying to make money). Anyways, over 115 Million Flu Vaccines are administered yearly. Your risk of injury are very, very low. Comparatively there are usually ~4,000 Flu deaths yearly