I don't know when you grew up loving Apple, but I've been using their products for more than 40 years, with hits and misses along the way. It took a year for them to get my Apple II Plus working properly, and I've had several laptops with faulty screens that had to be replaced.
My most recent Apple computers, a Mac Studio and the iMac it replaced, have been highly reliable and productive, allowing me to accomplish things I couldn't do with earlier machines. One person's experience shouldn't be generalized, but to say Apple's products are "the least terrible in a sea of garbage" isn't valid.