I think I agree with you now too. The new multitasking features are nice, but it still feels a little off compared to a traditional desktop. I can’t really explain it, but it sort of makes me feel a bit claustrophobic in a weird way. Like the iPad is trying to do too much (with more open windows, the menu bar, stages, the dock, etc) with little screen space on the 11" display. And connected to an external display, it just feels like it isn't taking advantage of it properly. Like, why can’t I have widgets, apps or files on the desktop, or an always-on menu bar?
The Mac balances this all out a lot better. Even remote connected to it from my iPad, it feels right. I decided to try the macOS 26 beta on my MBA M2, works fine and I decided to keep it out of storage and use it regularly again. Set up so I can remote connect to it when I need to.