I can definitely relate to that.I struggle with short term memory. It’s a beast. I think my long term memory is fine...but friends disagree. Hahaha.
I can definitely relate to that.I struggle with short term memory. It’s a beast. I think my long term memory is fine...but friends disagree. Hahaha.
Thanks for the reminder, I actually have 2 different pairs of them alreadyThis is why there are shoes like the Vibram 5 fingers. I understand it's the next best thing to running barefoot.
Thank you, would you like to get private messages? That is if I don't get requests to do so on this particular thread. Though, in eleven days I will be six months away from my goal of 25 years with my current shunt and pump, however, I recently passed my nineteenth year of ever being in an operating room. (The little tube the forks off got clogged, however, my Neurosurgeon had trouble replacing it, so I had to go back a few days later and he used a special technique (I assume) to get it to go on correctly.@a-m-k - best wishes. I hope you’ll give occasional updates.
Original thread here: https://forums.macrumors.com/threads/blepharospasm-what.2124286/Good evening forums;
I have been away for almost six months now. The reason?
Well in mid January my mother and wifey noticed I was starting to blink at a higher rate. And as a long haul trucker it was difficult to figure out what was happening. By mid March the blinking was quite a bit worse and my right eye felt like it was being yanked from the socket. So I got a new eye exam and was told my symptoms would disappear with proper lenses. ( the prescription for the right lense was 1\2 power to strong.
So a couple of weeks later I had my new glasses and slowly my right eye started to feel better, but everything was still distorted.
Oh, and my blinking had become squinting and twitching of my left eye. I could barely drive and couldn’t read anything on my iPad.
By June my eyes were so bad I would occasionally blink so hard that my eyes would be closed for several seconds all while driving a semi.
I got into an ophthalmologist in SLC, where our company is based and he said I had Blepharospasm and referred me to the neuro ophthalmologist at the University hospital. I was completely diagnosed with both Blepharospasm as well as Meige’s syndrome which causes uncontrollable twitching of the face and jaw. It was also discovered that the second optometrist didn’t check my eyes for the four biops prism I needed. Come to learn that this is a rare neurological disorder that occurs in midlife. From about 40-70 years of age. It more often effects women but of course men get it as well.
This was a week ago. There isn’t a cure for this disorder and as far as I understand experts in the field have no concrete idea why the brain starts sending neurons to the eyes and face at an extremely high rate. But stress, and even social situations can exacerbate the symptoms.
There is treatment however. Medical Botox injections around the eyes, and the doctor gave me a couple of injections around my mouth to help with the Meige’s syndrome. This is my first day after treatment and I can already feel some healing like my eyes are not blinking as much and I can read print on my iPad. The doctor says by Monday I should be able to go back to driving and will receive more injections in three months.
I have posted this here for general discussion for all as someone out there may have a friend or family member with the same symptoms.
Pete.
P.S.
I cannot believe that wealthy socialites actually pay big bucks to be stabbed many times around the face. Even with a numbing cream I let out a barbaric yelp once or twice.
If you're talking about bad ****, what's the worst injuries???
In that case I want to upvote Achilles tendon rupture as a really shi**** thing.
Happened once when I played badminton.
Really, really painful and took also a long time before I was healed.
Was way beyond this little toe***trouble.
Worse then knee-surgeries too.
I've been living an athletic life. Sh*** happens.
You survived. So how are you doing today? Troubles? Lessons?An achilles injury sounds pretty awful.
And you’re right - things happen. Problem is when they happen to me, it’s nearly always my fault.
I cringe sometimes when I think back on the times that a split second or inch difference could have put me in very serious trouble, or death.
I’d done a lot of mountain bike riding in the very early 80s in Moab, when you could still ride and maybe see only one or two other people riding mountain bikes in a day. I stopped riding (work interfered) much, then completely. I took it up again twenty years later, and bikes had improved a lot. Full suspension and disk brakes! Woo Hoo! I even entered the local citizen race circuit (at the tender age of 50 something).
Late one afternoon I was riding some decent single track from a nearby ski area to my house, and made a very rookie mistake of grabbing the front brake as I descended and went over root - with a drop of about 12”. That was enough to send me, Superman-style, headfirst into a tree. The tree won.
As it turned out, I was alone and in a small canyon where cell service was nonexistent. I knew that I had screwed up pretty badly. I got out, but it wasn’t pretty.
Surgery the next morning put C4-C5 together with a graft of bone from my hip and a titanium plate. Wearing a C-Collar for six weeks after that was a pain, but a good reminder of how close I came to having my two wheels side by side instead of one in front of the other. Or worse.
Hopefully you are back to normal physical abilities.An achilles injury sounds pretty awful.
And you’re right - things happen. Problem is when they happen to me, it’s nearly always my fault.
I cringe sometimes when I think back on the times that a split second or inch difference could have put me in very serious trouble, or death.
I’d done a lot of mountain bike riding in the very early 80s in Moab, when you could still ride and maybe see only one or two other people riding mountain bikes in a day. I stopped riding (work interfered) much, then completely. I took it up again twenty years later, and bikes had improved a lot. Full suspension and disk brakes! Woo Hoo! I even entered the local citizen race circuit (at the tender age of 50 something).
Late one afternoon I was riding some decent single track from a nearby ski area to my house, and made a very rookie mistake of grabbing the front brake as I descended and went over root - with a drop of about 12”. That was enough to send me, Superman-style, headfirst into a tree. The tree won.
As it turned out, I was alone and in a small canyon where cell service was nonexistent. I knew that I had screwed up pretty badly. I got out, but it wasn’t pretty.
Surgery the next morning put C4-C5 together with a graft of bone from my hip and a titanium plate. Wearing a C-Collar for six weeks after that was a pain, but a good reminder of how close I came to having my two wheels side by side instead of one in front of the other. Or worse.
During your NDE, did you have an out of body experience you can describe... or want to describe? No hard feelings if you don’t, but I am I intrigued by such things.You survived. So how are you doing today? Troubles? Lessons?
For the record that achilles injury wasn't the worst that happened to me, if you replied to it as a reference
I had a car crash at 20 when I actually DID DIE on the hospital afterwards. A so called NDE (near-death-experience) but it was way more. I was dead, but returned.
At a time when people didn't believe in these things, when it was really weird talking about it.
I still prefer not to talk a lot about it. I don't need to today.
But, some dude found me in the snowstorm that was going on. I was stuck in the car. But could walk out of it and the guy drove me to the hospital. There the docs did some mistake and injected some contrast in some wrong way. That had to do with the shoulder.
Heart stopped for over 6 minutes. I was declared dead.
But God and me had other plans
Still a young body. And a different spiritual path began. Much too long story to get into any further here though.
I still have a shoulder injury, after how I was stuck in the car.
It took me into yoga. It keeps it strong and supple enough to live with.
When I don't do my yoga, I gets more trouble with it.
Things happen out of a reason. To bring life-lessons to surface.
Funny thing is my hearing seems to be worse when my wife is talking to me. Go figure.
No, I have no personal need to have any in depth talk about it, at this point. That ended a few decades ago. I’ll evaluate the matter if I get a book contract or something, for more reasons then just the NDE as itselfDuring your NDE, did you have an out of body experience you can describe... or want to describe? No hard feelings if you don’t, but I am I intrigued by such things.
I can't hear anymore. Too many years of loud music and playing in bands. Now a suffer. The problem is the idea of getting a hearing aid depresses me. The thought of wearing glasses and a hearing aid makes me feel like I am some sort of cyborg. I don't like wearing external apparatuses.
Funny thing is my hearing seems to be worse when my wife is talking to me. Go figure.
Sounds like you lost your high pitch frequency hearing as I also cannot hear high pitch. About 90% of the females voices are high pitch and hard for me to hear. Tinnitus on top of that doesn't help matters either.
Hopefully you are back to normal physical abilities.
Probably an age thing, but we have those rubber grips now for the top of jars. Makes a big difference.Pretty much, thanks. As I mentioned in a followup post, I lost about 10% of the strength in my right hand. I rarely notice it, but sometimes, like opening a particularly difficult bottle or jar, I switch to my left. It’s an odd feeling, since I’m right-handed.
Lately I have been doing exercises to combat the condition known as tennis elbow, although I don’t play tennis that results in less gripping power of the effected hand.Pretty much, thanks. As I mentioned in a followup post, I lost about 10% of the strength in my right hand. I rarely notice it, but sometimes, like opening a particularly difficult bottle or jar, I switch to my left. It’s an odd feeling, since I’m right-handed.
Sounds like you lost your high pitch frequency hearing as I also cannot hear high pitch. About 90% of the females voices are high pitch and hard for me to hear. Tinnitus on top of that doesn't help matters either.
Lately I have been doing exercises to combat the condition known as tennis elbow, although I don’t play tennis that results in less gripping power of the effected hand.
I don’t know a lot about hearing aids, but have gleaned from a friend who spent too much time standing in front of 8’ tall speakers in her youth, that hearing aides seem to be overpriced and difficult to find? It seemed odd when living in a large metropolitan area, they ended up driving 3 hours away to another city to get some. Not sure what that was about, price or a brand they wanted.I have to admit I was being a bit facetious. The stereotype being that men never listen to their wives.
Actually it is pretty equal across the spectrum. What is interesting is I tend to understand people with accents better.
I definitely have lost hearing. It is difficult to deal with being a musician and a lover of music. I rely on my wife to be my interpreter when I don't hear someone talking to me. I think I am just going to have to get over the hang up and get hearing aids.
I don’t know a lot about hearing aids, but have gleaned from a friend who spent too much time standing in front of 8’ tall speakers in her youth, that hearing aides seem to be overpriced and difficult to find? It seemed odd when living in a large metropolitan area, they ended up driving 3 hours away to another city to get some. Not sure what that was about, price or a brand they wanted.
The friend I mentioned a couple posts ago has a love hate relationship with her hearing aides. She won’t see movies in the theater, but I’m not sure if that is with or without them.Actually, in the US, a big problem is that most insurance companies and Medicare will NOT cover hearing aids. There are exceptions to this, of course, but it does put a financial burden on older people, who are usually the ones in need of hearing devices. There are indeed some amazing innovations in hearing devices these days, including what I wear (bone-anchored sound processors), and very tiny discreet in-ear-canal hearing aids, as well as devices which are controlled by remote control that a user can carry in pocket or purse, and so on.....
An unfortunate situation is that sometimes people fall for eye-catching adverts, a slick sales brochure and a fast-talking salesman's promotion rather than going to a trustworthy audiologist and audiology clinic, then wind up dissatisfied because they still aren't able to hear very well in spite of having spent thousands of dollars.... Also, too often many people have unrealistic expectations of what a hearing aid can do for them. It is NOT going to be able to totally restore function and the ability to hear the way one did in the past. However, they can assist hearing by boosting the sound levels so that one isn't always saying, "what? How's that again?" and so on.
The friend I mentioned a couple posts ago has a love hate relationship with her hearing aides. She won’t see movies in the theater, but I’m not sure if that is with or without them.