Many things are on my mind. I finished the school year strong, and did well in political science (which I didn't think would happen). Got back home on Saturday, and have been performing lots. I also got this HP Z420 for incredibly cheap (specs in signature), and it's been great!
HOWEVER, this week has been chock full of medical appointments, and you know how much I hate those... Actually, for the rest of the month are doctor's appointments. Really sucks. If my body wasn't so broken, I'd probably just have one or two. But nope, I have seven. It brings down my self-esteem, if I'm honest, knowing there is this much stuff wrong with me that needs to be consistently monitored every few months. I was just one of those unlucky ones, I guess. Just... I'm 19 years old, and I'm sooooo tired of all these health issues. I have yet to find someone my age like me in this way. It makes me feel very out of place at times. But whatever, nothing I can do...
I mean hey, I'm not missing weeks of school like I did when I was younger. And I can walk and talk and read and write (took me a LOOOONG time to get there), so things are a little better. Often, I'm just too hard on myself.
And, I was recently laid off from my video production position, which is disappointing. The executives just didn't have the time to manage such a large group of people, so they're just working with the core staff right now. I understand, because they have livelihoods and careers to focus on, too, so I'm not angry, just a bit disappointed. Hopefully I can find a similar position soon that is more sustainable. I want this summer vacation to be fulfilling and productive, not me sitting around trying to do stuff. I need time to relax, sure, but not the ENTIRE time.
Anyway, enough of my whining... I've missed you all, and I hope you're well!