I had the same indecisiveness when the 6 and 6 Plus were released. I was so used to a smaller phone that I struggled to adjust to the bigger one (even though I’m 6’8” with large hands). Choice is great, until you struggle with choice lol. They gave the Plus models advantages which was even harder because I was used to always having the newest, best iPhone.
This lasted until July of the iPhone 7 release. Almost 3 full years. I was terrible about going back and forth. Once I finally settled on the Plus I couldn’t go back to the smaller phone. It was as if someone flipped a switch. Then the new designs came. And go figure, I’m one of the few sensitive to Apple’s implementation of PWM. So now I’m still on that same 8 Plus. Point is, you’re not alone. We can easily step back and acknowledge this is a first world problem at it’s finest. But it still is hard when it’s a passion.
Oh it’s a first world problem for sure, and it makes me feel ridiculous for being like this over a phone. I am so frustrated with myself for not being able to make a decision, but it’s like I am just picking everything apart all of a sudden.
There are a lot of differences between SE and 11 of course, and I’m just really having a tough time figuring out what’s most important to me. I guess because I’m thinking whatever phone I have now I may have a couple years at least until OLED has been somewhat improved, I’m more set on making the “right” decision.